I fought it back
I held it deep inside
It turns out there are some things that I can't hide
Boiling urge bubbling through my skin
Here it is
It's coming out again!
It's not me (I can't stand it)
It's not you (God dammit)
It must just be something inside my head
I don't know what's happening
Welcome to the long lost comfort of being afraid
Open your eyes (and see the monster that you made)
I'm not a bad boy
This situation is out of hand
I'm doing everything that I can
To keep my head straight
And my hands clean
The fourth dimension has got the best of me